烟

讨厌香烟的味道，现在和以前。
偏偏，我爱的人是吸烟的。
我想遍办法都是要他戒烟。
最后，他戒了。
但，他是心甘情愿的吗？
有时，朋友给香烟他，他能不应酬吗？
到最后，我在思考，能不能当作看不到？
男人，会因为一支香烟而成为朋友。就如女人，因为一次八卦而成为知己。

曾经的我，总会为别人的无心或者有意的话伤害到。
以前的我，不知道是犯小人还是无意间得罪了人都不知道。总是有很多想看到我不开心的人。
现在的我，可以当别人的讽刺当耳边风，没听到。
如果是以前的我，大概也会大哭一场吧！(怪没面子的)
christine应该很清楚，因为我时常在她面前表现的很不开心，还有几次在她面前哭了起来。对不起噢，虽然有点迟了，:P。
现在的我，学会选话来听，好听的，听多点，不好听的，就当听到苍蝇在耳边飞舞，哈哈！
这样的我，开心许多。

满足

漫长的等待，终于等到我的第一份薪水。(五个月应该也算满长的吧)
昨天和亲爱的去诳街，好久没有这么悠闲过了。因为他之前都必须在晚上工作。
可以买到喜欢的东西，吃到好吃的食物，都能令我开心到现在。
想念很久等烧鱼，终于等到那没良心的得空带我去，真的很久噢！
辣辣的滋味，真的让人回味无穷。
人生应该不过如此吧！

妈妈的话

对你最印象深刻的话，应该就是这句：以前就是我牵著你的手带你去上街，现在就是你带我去上街。
听了这句话后，我望了望你，突然觉得你真的老了。不止你，还有老爸。
你们都不年轻了。都要踏进六十了。之前，对你们的印象都是停留在年轻时的模样。你们应该高兴吧，因为在我心目中你们是这样的年轻。
但在这一刻，我觉得你们不会永远的陪著我。现在的我，虽然已有归宿，但你们在我心中还是很重要。
如果你们要离开我时，我希望我已经尽了我对你们的责任。虽然我现在还不能实现，但我希望你们是快乐的。

爱情问题

女孩：你爱我吗？
男孩：我当然爱你啦！
女孩：那你为什么不说？
男孩：爱是不需要时常说出口的。
女孩：你如果不说我会知道吗？
男孩：难道我爱你，到现在你还不懂吗？
女孩：但我想听你说出口啊！
男孩：那不是我的作风！
女孩：你的面子比我还重要吗？
男孩：这不是面子的问题，而是你不信任我！
女孩：但你不是应该给我安全感吗？
男孩：那你要我怎么样？
女孩：我不知道！(快要哭了)
男孩：好啦！好啦！不要哭啦！我说就是了！
女孩：我不要听，你不是真心说的。
男孩：我无法了解你在想什么。
女孩：那就分手啊！
男孩：分手就分手吧！

无法相信，几天后这对吵架的男女又黏在一起。
男和女本来就是不能互相了解的，但偏偏上帝又跟人类开了这个玩笑。
男女的互相吸引是美丽而自然的，人类要互相结合才能有下一代。
上帝在造人时已经要考验人性，人类要继续繁殖，就要包容两人的缺点。
很可惜的，人类虽然没有绝种，互相包容和爱护这件事还是的继续努力。

情

很喜欢张小娴的散文，总是一针见血。
时常看到为情伤，为情苦的人。有点心伤，也有点无奈。
可能你现在会很苦，很难受。但总觉得一个值得被人爱的人，应该是要爱自己的。一个连自己都不爱的人，又如何去爱另一个人呢？爱一个人，真的这么容易吗？你会觉得暗恋很委屈吗？你觉得第三者为难吗？但我觉得相恋是最难的。
你能忍受早上醒来时，身边睡著个还没修饰过的芭比娃娃吗？还是你能忍受一个有口臭的另一半。当你爱一个人时，他的所有缺点你都得忍受。有什么事情比相处难呢？
暗恋是一个蒙著白纱的眼睛，相恋是有近视的眼睛，相处是戴上眼镜的眼睛。

Don't worry, my friends....

In not mentioned, I already celebrated my first year married. In this year, i got a lot. I built up my family, I got my first posting as a teacher, and will get my salary soon.

Actually, I'm very happy now. But, the only thing is i haven't have any children yet. I should know that a lot of my friend will very surprised and wondered that why I haven't give born. And I want to say that it's not the right time. Why? Because God think that I'm still a good mother yet, so she don't want to award me any children yet.

Every time I saw all of you want to ask and afraid to ask, I knew that you are take care of me. Don't worry, actually I'm very tough as you can't imagine. Although I have a weak and breakable looking, hah! If my hubby don't want me because of this reason, I will sad for a while and maybe I'll celebrate with you. Cause I see his actual face finally. But, luckily, my hubby say nothing for this time. He is still very care about me.

Friends, don't worry, I'm nothing and I'll be fine. If I get any good new I'll tell you the first. Don't think so much. Life is short, enjoy yourself and receive all the challenge in our life.

My Destiny Never End

I have a dream.
I have a dream, when i was a child.
I want to be a novel author.
though i can't be an author now, but i want to create something to fulfill my dream.
I try to pick up my pen, i want to mark down my ideas.
i don't want to leave my life empty, i don't want to let my dream behind my step.
while i'm step up to another destiny.
hope to search any special ideas, in my boring and uncreative life.
i can find it, i can create the extraordinary dream.

I like to read novel very much. So, I'd spend a lot of money on this hobby. But I'm not regret. Some of my friends also like to read novel, only the different among us is the type of novel we read.

A lot of story I read and finally I found that all the actor and actress have some similarities: beutiful, handsome and rich.

Finally I ask myself, the person only qualified to enjoy love is these person? And is it true in the real world?

I don't think so. Cause I saw some example of the love story between the handicapped people. Their love is the most true and real in this world. And look to the rich and good looking person, how is their love? They have the honour of god which give them the best thing in this world. But, do they use their honour in right way? Do they use the most pureress heart to love their partner?

Most of the guys will forgotten their life partner when they have wealthy life. Their reason have a lot. Mostly is guys are like that mah! They think by using their bottom part of their body mah!
That's not only guys will do like that. Nowaday, some of the women also do the thing like guys. Maybe they are not satisfied with the characteristics of guys since a long long time ago. Women right now have their opportunities to fight with men. But is it mean that they can play love?

I can not sure that I can be a pure and good characteristics woman. Maybe one day I'll change my character also. But I think my changes is mostly cause by man. Haha....

Don't worry, I'm still who I am now. Bye, my friends.

How long that I didn't write my blog?
I forfotten already cause my school do not allowed me to access friendster blog. But luckily my best friend recommended me about this blog.
Very boring life i'm being now. Nothing different before.
The thing different is only the criticvism of somebody about my job. I'm not very care about what's the people said about me. The only important thing is I do the right and correct thing to my students.
This people is older than me but I think she's mind is younger than me. Hope she'll grow up faster.
Lastly, my English is not good enough but I don't have any choice cause this computer only support English typing words.
See u soon.